loving this

Mere mehboob tujhe meri mohabbt ki kasam(repeat)
Phir mujhe nargisi ankhon ka sahara dede
Mera khoya hua rangeen nazara dede
Mere mehboob tujhe

Ae mere khwab ki tasbir meri jaan-e-ghazal
Zindagi meri tujhe yaad kiye jaati hai
Raat din mujhko satata hai tasavur tera
Dil ki dhadkan tujhe awaaz diye jaati hai
Aa mujhe apni sadaon ka sahara dede
Mera khoya hua rangeen nazzara dede
Mere mehboob tujhe

Bhool sakti nahin ankhen woh suhana manzar
Jab tera husn mere ishq se takraya tha
Aur phir raha mein bikhre the hazaron naghme
Meri woh naghme teri awaaz ko de aaya tha
Shazedil ko unhi geeton ka sahara dede
Mera khoya hua rangeen nazara dede
Mere mehboob tujhe

Yaad hai mujhko meri umr ki pehli woh gadi
Teri ankhon se koi jaam piya tha maine
Mere rug rug mein koi barqse lehrai thi
Jab tere marmari haathon ko chua tha maine
Aa mujhe phir unhi haathon ka sahara dede
Mera khoya hua rangeen nazara dede
Mere mehboob tujhe

Maine ik baar teri ek jhalak dekhi hai
Meri hasrat hai ke mein phir tera deedar karoon
Tere saaye ko samajh kar mein haseen Taj Mahal
Chandni raat me nazaronse tujhe pyar karoon
Apni mehki hui zulfon ka sahara dede
Mera khoya hua rangeen nazara dede
Mere mehboob tujhe

Dhoond tha hoon tujhe har raah mei har mehfil mein
Thak gaye hai meri majboor tamanna ki kadam
Aaj ka din meri umeed ki hai aakhri din
Kal na jaane mei kahan aur kahan tu hai sanam
Do ghadi apni nigahon ka sahara dede
Mera khoya hua rangeen nazara dede
Mere mehboob tujhe

Saamne aa ke zara parda utha de rukh se
Ik yahi mera ilaaj-e-ghum-e-tanhai hai
Teri furqat ne pareshaan kiya hai mujhko
Ab to milja ke meri jaan pe ban aayi hai
Dil ko bhooli hui yaadon ka sahara dede
Mera khoya hua rangeen nazara dede
Mere mehboob tujhe

Meri mohabbat ki kasam
Phir mujhe nargisi ankhon ka sahara dede
Mera khoya hua rangeen nazara dede
Mere mehboob tujhe meri mohabbat ki kasam
Mere mehboob tujhe

scribbles

another day's gone ... tried 2 study .. hey I actually did . But it was not enough for the day . just completed a chapter . So Im really hating this slow progression . Im keeping me-head busy on rather stupid things . Im hating this .. I wanna get over this thing . Its so easy for others - I used to think . Actually that is the fact . It is so easy for the others to forget and get into another relation . But is dat a true one or just a consolation ? Well maybe we all by our nature want a support a pal to share stuffs . Or maybe its our inside dat tell us ' hey why r u wasting sucker ? u need to move on '. Its dat urge that makes us get into another relation . Wateva be it ! But 1 thing for sure .. no one can forget his/her first love . Today only a guy who recently had a breakup said 'time 2 fall in love again ' . He literally calld T a moron for cryin away wid memories . T is not a moron . He is emotional . He is a true self analyzer . He knows what he needs . No other can heal dat . So its bettr to waste away wid your own thots rather than dragging another individual to waste along with your lyf .

scribbling

well . this kid out here was gettin bored . so just thot of scribbling . this might seem funny but today ie 15th may 2010 , this is the first time Im writing something in my blog . It wont actually seem funny unless I mention that I created this blog more than two years ago . So what urged me to write today . dunno maan !! It just happened to me .. LETS BLOG !! haha ! Im really tired today because of all the struggle . It was nothing much compared to the other days , but its laziness ( banglae laadh khawa aar ki ) . wastin it here . I actually dunno what im doing . In my mind I always say to myself .. today ive to study ... i need to study .. but at the end of the day its always like .. arre let it go nah! ill start off from tomorrow .. But trust me .. today was the last such day .. Tomorrow Im seriously gonna study .. really really hard .. and I mean it ..
Sometimes I just wonder " how it is possible to waste so much " but dunno why I do the same .
Am I upset ?? -NO
Am I ready for the competitions ahead ? -NO
then ?? what is it actually ??
Am I lazy ? -YES
Am I turning 'just anpther average guy'? -YES



So now I know what's missing .. and I bet ill not let this go on ..
there is always something missing .. what is it ?? I dun wanna get into al those . Not really in a mood . Or maybe I dun wanna get in one of those " shut-the-fuck-up " mood again . So im dozing off now . And when I say Ill study from tomorrow ,,, I mean it ..